I have not spotted my brother on the streets in what seems like almost 2 years.
Then last night, for no apparent reason, I have a dream.............
Me my mom and my brother all living in the house on Troost. I come out of my bedroom, pass his, the door is open and he is perjectile vomiting and all shaky like he's having a seizer. I run down to tell my mom, we get back upstairs and his body is gone and My room is a mess like it all happend in my room. We went thru what liitle belongings he had with him and found a few bottles of pills, one was vicadin, the other I don't remember. But it occured to me in the dream that if I would want to comit suicide i would do it with pills. So, still in the dream, i thought maybe thats what he did.
(rationalizing the dream)
I understand why the mess ended up in my room......................because I blame myself to some extent for his homelessness.
But I did all I could for him. I nearly had a nervous breakdown I was so worried about him back in the day.
I woke up thinking,'he's really dead and I have no idea how to find out if its true". Who or where do you call to find out these things. I am sure he does not even carry ID with him anymore. How would anyone know it was him if he were found somehow.
PLEASE, DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW YOU CAN FIND OUT IF A HOMELESS FAMILY MEMBER IS DEAD OR ALIVE?
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